Fic: SGA/Highlander: By Any Other Name
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This was written as a bribe for
lita_of_jupiter so I hope it works.
Summary: SGA-Highlander xover. Atlantis is not like other bases, and the people who live there show it. Colonel Samantha Carter, new commander of Atlantis, gets some introductions to this.
This could be considered a sequel to one of my previous stories “Escape Route” but is not necessarily one. Anyway, I've actually been working on this for a couple of weeks now and I'm tired of it, so it will go up, and I have my fingers crossed that it isn't dreadful and I simply didn't notice. Sigh.
Go, read, let me know.
By Any Other Name
By marbleglove
AVAWAVAWAVAWAVAWAVAWAVAWAVA
The man who was not Dr. Jack Danielson looked the quintessential terrorist when Sam Carter first saw him in person. He stood in the center of a gathering, snarling his anger. His cheekbones were high and sharp, and his fury was obvious without her having to understand the words. Surrounded as he was by cowering personnel, it would be hard to take him down without risking anyone else, but her hindbrain was making those calculations even as her body was in motion.
Teyla grabbed her arm, stopping her long enough for her brain to catch up with her instincts. ‘Jackie’ stopped ranting, hopped to the other side of the small stage he was on, and changed. Suddenly he wasn’t a terrorist anymore. He was a poor beleaguered minion who shrugged apologetically as he explained that sharks with lasers attached just took time and money to get.
At least, she was pretty sure he was saying something like that, because she still didn’t recognize what language he was speaking.
The rest of the gathering, the audience to a play, she recalled rather belatedly, apparently shared her notion because no few of them were rolling on the floor laughing. Most the scientists on the expedition had been in that place before: having to explain to some military man that science took time.
Carter would have thought it was funny if she weren’t so furious. Furious at ‘Jackie’, furious at Atlantis, and furious at Daniel Jackson who hadn’t told her.
She’d already been feeling lonely without any of her old team to keep her company in this new galaxy. She could have done without her friend leaving her a mess with no explanation.
Just that morning she had been able to meet with Atlantis’ department heads in order to review personnel records.
That had been the first time she had seen Jackie’s file.
Sam had taken one look and snorted a laugh. It had not been a ladylike sound. Embarrassing. But she’d looked up, still amused, and said, “you have a Jack Danielson here? How did I not notice that before? That’s really his name? Jack Danielson?”
The “Yeah?” that Sheppard drawled hadn’t really been insubordinate, but it hadn’t exactly been respectful either. She wondered if this was how General Hammond had felt when dealing with Jack O’Neill.
She knew she could either demand a show of respect from Sheppard or she could try to earn real respect. It had been obvious from the start that she could not do both. Real respect was more important, especially on a civilian base where sarcasm was more the rule than the exception. This was not an easy command.
Going through the staff folders with the rest of the command staff had been intended as a time for her to become familiarized with them all and for them to get familiarized with her. It was important that she show herself as one of them, not as a friend necessarily, but as someone loyal to Atlantis, as someone who was more than just military guidelines. The years under O’Neill’s command had gone a long way towards breaking her of those reflexes anyway.
“It’s just,” she only hesitated briefly before admitting to a bit of illegal history, “I once created a fake identify for Daniel Jackson as a gag gift, so he could go to conferences under a different name than his own. That identity was named Jack Danielson.”
She could have picked any name, but that name was a joke. It switched Daniel’s own name around and also meant that he had to answer to Jack’s name. It had been funny. He’d thought it was funny too, and even used it a couple of times.
“Stargate Command even tried to recruit him a couple of times.” She was actually pretty proud of that, although luckily none of those recruitment efforts had been done in person by anyone who would recognize Daniel. Despite that danger, she had created a false identity that could both pass the standard military background checks, and document enough useful skills that Daniel wouldn’t have to hide any of his abilities when he used it.
She had smiled a bit smugly.
Then stopped because the Atlantis personnel weren’t reacting like she had expected. Expected reactions were a bit of teasing, a bit of congratulations, maybe a bit of one-up-man-ship from McKay. Possibly a bit of disapproval although she didn’t really expect that here.
What hadn’t even occurred to her was the nervous glances that Sheppard and McKay had shoot at each other. Or Zelenka’s sudden focus on his datapad, and Keller’s focus on her hands. Even Ronan and Teyla had looked surprised and uncertain.
“What?” She’d put as much command as she could into question. Sheppard had snapped out of his slouch and to attention, which was a good sign. Less good was that he still hadn’t said anything, but looked appealingly at McKay.
McKay for once hadn’t looked condescending in having to inform her of anything. It was almost worse that he simply looked surprised, “Daniel didn’t tell you?”
“Tell me what?” She’d definitely had a bad feeling about that.
“Er, that is the identity you created.”
Oh yeah, a very bad feeling.
On the stage, Jackie hopped again to a different position and was suddenly a tired messenger bringing news of an invasion. To arms!
The… good guys, she decided… had come. Having missed the start and still not understanding the language she got a bit confused about what exactly the good guys were trying to do but it was still all very exciting.
The acting was good enough that she felt she was almost getting a sense of the words used.
Which was apparently one of the points of the exercise.
On a base where the shared language was English but the majority of personnel only spoke English as a second or third or fifth or whatever language, the Social Sciences’ Story Hour was a time to relax and/or learn. Story Hour was always a story or fairytale of some sort. Sometimes people recognized it, sometimes they didn’t, but it was never told in the same language two nights in a row. And every language spoken went into the rotation.
Some people attended to learn other languages; many went to learn to follow a conversation without knowing the language; most people went because there was no TV and here was free entertainment.
Since coming to Atlantis, Sam had discovered that they had a lot of traditions and the vast majority of them hadn’t been reported back to Stargate Command. Most of weren’t important, not individually. But combined, they created a whole culture as foreign to Earth as any other distant site.
Teyla had told her of this particular tradition and suggested she attend.
After all, Jackie was one of the more frequent and more popular storytellers. It was a good way to see what Jackie was to Atlantis. “Community is the most valuable thing we have in Pegasus,” Telya had explained. “Many people from Earth think that weapons and shields are more important because of the Wraith but that is not so. They are important, yes. But more important is community. Jackie helps to make Atlantis into a community.”
Sam recalled the earlier meeting.
Her stomach had knotted. Daniel had done this to her with the identity she had given him.
She’d ignored the emotions and counted to ten. “Then who,” she’d spoken very calmly, “is the person answering to this name? Because I distinctly remember leaving Daniel back on Earth. And this person,” she checked the file again, “has been here for two years now.”
“Ah,” McKay had looked uncertain, then cast a quick glance around at the others, “does anyone know what his original name is?”
“Doesn’t matter.” It had been Ronan who spoke. “He told me he hasn’t used his real name in years. He didn’t even tell the guy who recruited him.”
“Really?” McKay had asked with bright curiosity and hadn’t even seemed to notice that this wasn’t the time for it. With McKay for an example, it was no wonder why Ronan hadn’t bothered to learn tact.
“Yeah. He said there are Runners on Earth, it’s just done different.” Another one of those shrugs. “Said he hadn’t used his name since he started running.”
“And did he tell you what he was running from?” Carter had heard the edge in her own voice.
Ronan apparently hadn’t. “Nope.”
She had expected a difficult command; she had even expected to have no unreliable files given the original loss of contact and then the inclusion of Pegasus natives. She had not expected to have an Earth-native with a completely made-up file. It added insult to injury that the lies were her own. She was significantly less proud of her hacking ability now that it had been used to fool her.
“And you, Colonel Sheppard? What do you know about this man?” She was not going to let him weasel out of this. If he was half the leader the records showed him to be, then he would damn well know something.
Sheppard sat straight in his chair, looking military proper for once. “I know that the Atlantis Expedition was a second chance for a lot of us. I know that the Social Sciences have the lowest mortality rate of any department since he took over their training. I know that he’s liked and respected by our allies. And I know that he never intends to return to Earth.”
Which was all very good and well, except that it didn’t answer the question, now did it. Carter was beginning to think that the crisp military posture was a bad sign for actually getting any sort of useful information out of Sheppard. She still had to try, though.
“Do you know what happened to his first chance?”
Sheppard’s lips thinned in displeasure. He was saved from having to answer though by McKay bursting out with, “Come on! He was a terrorist, okay? He did bad, bad things. Daniel didn’t exactly share the details but Jackie has some astronomical price on his head. The good guys want him dead for being bad, and the bad guys want him dead for not being bad anymore. And we like having him here because not only can he take care of himself and get along with all the native groups, but he’s also the only person on Atlantis who can speak with everyone in their native language.”
“He’s a terrorist.” Sam had just repeated. She’d had a bad feeling, but it hadn’t really occurred to her how bad this could be. She’d looked around at the whole of Atlantis’ command personnel. “You’ve been harboring a terrorist?”
“All of us and Daniel Jackson, too.” McKay had pointed out. Sam had wanted to punch him so bad right then. Yes, she knew that Daniel had betrayed her, she hadn’t needed McKay to point that out.
Lucky for him, Teyla had interrupted. “Dr. Jackson thought Jackie would be helpful to us, Colonel Carter. He has been proved correct in this.” Teyla spoke soothingly but with more than a hint of steel in her tone. “I do not know Earth culture, but in Pegasus, we value those who help us regardless of their past.”
Carter gritted her teeth. “We have background checks for a reason. If he’s a terrorist, then we can’t have him here.”
“Yes,” Sheppard said, “we can.”
And that was just one step away from real insubordination. They stared at each other without blinking.
Teyla broke the deadlock again. “Since we are discussing a person, I suggest that Colonel Carter meet Jackie herself so that she is not dependent on a file she knows to be false.” Carter had turned to look at Teyla; Sheppard had looked down at his hands; Teyla appeared oblivious. “I believe that Jackie is doing Story Hour tonight. I believe it would be educational for you to attend, Colonel.”
And it was educational because whoever Jackie was, he was a superb actor. That made him less trustworthy rather than more in her opinion.
Except… she forced herself to think beyond the betrayal. Betrayal by Daniel just didn’t make sense. Not really.
Daniel had wanted to go to Atlantis. He’d wanted to go badly. So maybe he had sent whoever Jackie was as a proxy. If he couldn’t go, at least this little bit of him could.
So, Daniel had trusted him.
Of course, Jack always said Daniel trusted too easily.
Thinking of Jack, though, Sam watched Jackie acting out the one-man skit and thought Jack O’Neill did undercover work and he would never do something like that while on a mission. You can’t let people know that you are capable of acting when the mission depends on fooling them.
Whatever language Jackie was speaking, he was speaking it easily and fluidly, giving each character a different accent, a different speech pattern. She would bet he spoke it like a native. Another way of letting people know he could fool them if he wanted to, something a person with any survival instinct should not do while undercover.
Letting your allies know, though, that was important. In a dangerous situation, having your allies know what you were and weren’t capable of, that could be the difference between life and death as certain as keeping your enemies from that knowledge.
“There are many languages spoken on Atlantis.” Teyla spoke softly from beside her after the story had been completed and everyone started talking.
“Which is why everyone is supposed to speak English.” That had been an important decision when the expedition had originally been put together. There had to be a single shared language because in the face of untold danger, translators were really impractical. Although really the Ancients had had a solution to that as well. She quirked a smile. “The translation device works on guests too. You are speaking English.”
“Yes,” Teyla spoke peacefully but without particular humor, “that is because I am speaking English. I have learned it with Jackie’s assistance. The Ancestors created the translation devises for trade, not poetry. For community and story telling, it is better to listen to the rhythm of speech rather than a translation.”
“Translations may not be perfect, but they help.” Sam pointed out. “For one example, I couldn’t exactly follow the fight scene in the skit. I have no idea what the fight was about.”
“They were fighting about something important.”
Sam frowned. If McKay or Shepherd, or even Ronan, had said something like that she would have assumed that they were merely being difficult. Teyla was trying to communicate something.
“Knowing what the object is, that is not important,” Teyla continued. “Translation would only tell you what the object is, but it would not tell you if it is important.”
“I think you are proving my point for me, Teyla,” she confessed. “Because I have no idea what you are saying but the translation device might.”
Teyla merely looked even more thoughtful than she usually did. “When I first met your people, I heard someone humming a song. It was lovely. A lullaby. I didn’t need to know the words to know the intent.”
She hummed a bit of Rock-a-Bye Baby and Sam nodded. Lullabies were probably pretty universal.
“Later, I heard the same song sung aloud. It is about an abandoned infant who falls to his death.”
Sam paused. She’d been working with alien societies for nearly a decade now, and thought she’d had a pretty good grasp on what parts of Earth culture were shocking. She had never even considered lullabies.
“Okay. The intent is actually the opposite of the words. And the translation devices don’t recognize that?”
“No, they do not. One must always speak very directly when depending upon translations. There is no room for metaphor or poetry or humor. That is a failing of the Ancestors. Not a failing of the languages. Jackie is very good at meeting other cultures and learning other languages. He demonstrates for us that it is possible to appreciate and comprehend even without understanding the words.”
Sam watched Jackie moving through the crowd, chatting with everyone, speaking a dozen languages at once, laughing and relaxed, looking completely different from any of the characters he had played.
Jack O’Neill had once told her the hardest part of working undercover was suppressing any humor. Humor was too hard to fake and real humor could give you away easier than anything else. Anyway, fanatics rarely laughed.
Jackie laughed at something someone said, switched into evil-terrorist-mode for a sentence or two, and then broke out with another laugh. He looked relaxed.
She would bet anything that Jackie, whoever he was, really was comfortable and relaxed here on Atlantis. Relaxed despite the constant threat of the Wraith. It occurred to her to wonder how big the price was on his head back on Earth that this was the more relaxed environment.
Looking at him, playing around, teasing with language like mock weapons. Words were weapons in any battle, as Daniel had demonstrated over and over again through the years. But when they were used in mock battle, used to play and tease, they could be a joy. Daniel had sometimes been like this, but only when it was just their team together, when he had felt comfortable enough to show off and tease.
It wasn’t often that he had felt like he had nothing to fear from anyone.
The world shifted perspective and the knot that had been her stomach all day finally relaxed. Jackie here wasn’t a betrayal. He was a present. If Daniel was here in Atlantis by proxy, then he was also here with her, if only by proxy.
She’d gotten as far as she was by trusting Jack and Daniel. So why not give Jack Danielson a chance?
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Summary: SGA-Highlander xover. Atlantis is not like other bases, and the people who live there show it. Colonel Samantha Carter, new commander of Atlantis, gets some introductions to this.
This could be considered a sequel to one of my previous stories “Escape Route” but is not necessarily one. Anyway, I've actually been working on this for a couple of weeks now and I'm tired of it, so it will go up, and I have my fingers crossed that it isn't dreadful and I simply didn't notice. Sigh.
Go, read, let me know.
By Any Other Name
By marbleglove
AVAWAVAWAVAWAVAWAVAWAVAWAVA
The man who was not Dr. Jack Danielson looked the quintessential terrorist when Sam Carter first saw him in person. He stood in the center of a gathering, snarling his anger. His cheekbones were high and sharp, and his fury was obvious without her having to understand the words. Surrounded as he was by cowering personnel, it would be hard to take him down without risking anyone else, but her hindbrain was making those calculations even as her body was in motion.
Teyla grabbed her arm, stopping her long enough for her brain to catch up with her instincts. ‘Jackie’ stopped ranting, hopped to the other side of the small stage he was on, and changed. Suddenly he wasn’t a terrorist anymore. He was a poor beleaguered minion who shrugged apologetically as he explained that sharks with lasers attached just took time and money to get.
At least, she was pretty sure he was saying something like that, because she still didn’t recognize what language he was speaking.
The rest of the gathering, the audience to a play, she recalled rather belatedly, apparently shared her notion because no few of them were rolling on the floor laughing. Most the scientists on the expedition had been in that place before: having to explain to some military man that science took time.
Carter would have thought it was funny if she weren’t so furious. Furious at ‘Jackie’, furious at Atlantis, and furious at Daniel Jackson who hadn’t told her.
She’d already been feeling lonely without any of her old team to keep her company in this new galaxy. She could have done without her friend leaving her a mess with no explanation.
Just that morning she had been able to meet with Atlantis’ department heads in order to review personnel records.
That had been the first time she had seen Jackie’s file.
Sam had taken one look and snorted a laugh. It had not been a ladylike sound. Embarrassing. But she’d looked up, still amused, and said, “you have a Jack Danielson here? How did I not notice that before? That’s really his name? Jack Danielson?”
The “Yeah?” that Sheppard drawled hadn’t really been insubordinate, but it hadn’t exactly been respectful either. She wondered if this was how General Hammond had felt when dealing with Jack O’Neill.
She knew she could either demand a show of respect from Sheppard or she could try to earn real respect. It had been obvious from the start that she could not do both. Real respect was more important, especially on a civilian base where sarcasm was more the rule than the exception. This was not an easy command.
Going through the staff folders with the rest of the command staff had been intended as a time for her to become familiarized with them all and for them to get familiarized with her. It was important that she show herself as one of them, not as a friend necessarily, but as someone loyal to Atlantis, as someone who was more than just military guidelines. The years under O’Neill’s command had gone a long way towards breaking her of those reflexes anyway.
“It’s just,” she only hesitated briefly before admitting to a bit of illegal history, “I once created a fake identify for Daniel Jackson as a gag gift, so he could go to conferences under a different name than his own. That identity was named Jack Danielson.”
She could have picked any name, but that name was a joke. It switched Daniel’s own name around and also meant that he had to answer to Jack’s name. It had been funny. He’d thought it was funny too, and even used it a couple of times.
“Stargate Command even tried to recruit him a couple of times.” She was actually pretty proud of that, although luckily none of those recruitment efforts had been done in person by anyone who would recognize Daniel. Despite that danger, she had created a false identity that could both pass the standard military background checks, and document enough useful skills that Daniel wouldn’t have to hide any of his abilities when he used it.
She had smiled a bit smugly.
Then stopped because the Atlantis personnel weren’t reacting like she had expected. Expected reactions were a bit of teasing, a bit of congratulations, maybe a bit of one-up-man-ship from McKay. Possibly a bit of disapproval although she didn’t really expect that here.
What hadn’t even occurred to her was the nervous glances that Sheppard and McKay had shoot at each other. Or Zelenka’s sudden focus on his datapad, and Keller’s focus on her hands. Even Ronan and Teyla had looked surprised and uncertain.
“What?” She’d put as much command as she could into question. Sheppard had snapped out of his slouch and to attention, which was a good sign. Less good was that he still hadn’t said anything, but looked appealingly at McKay.
McKay for once hadn’t looked condescending in having to inform her of anything. It was almost worse that he simply looked surprised, “Daniel didn’t tell you?”
“Tell me what?” She’d definitely had a bad feeling about that.
“Er, that is the identity you created.”
Oh yeah, a very bad feeling.
On the stage, Jackie hopped again to a different position and was suddenly a tired messenger bringing news of an invasion. To arms!
The… good guys, she decided… had come. Having missed the start and still not understanding the language she got a bit confused about what exactly the good guys were trying to do but it was still all very exciting.
The acting was good enough that she felt she was almost getting a sense of the words used.
Which was apparently one of the points of the exercise.
On a base where the shared language was English but the majority of personnel only spoke English as a second or third or fifth or whatever language, the Social Sciences’ Story Hour was a time to relax and/or learn. Story Hour was always a story or fairytale of some sort. Sometimes people recognized it, sometimes they didn’t, but it was never told in the same language two nights in a row. And every language spoken went into the rotation.
Some people attended to learn other languages; many went to learn to follow a conversation without knowing the language; most people went because there was no TV and here was free entertainment.
Since coming to Atlantis, Sam had discovered that they had a lot of traditions and the vast majority of them hadn’t been reported back to Stargate Command. Most of weren’t important, not individually. But combined, they created a whole culture as foreign to Earth as any other distant site.
Teyla had told her of this particular tradition and suggested she attend.
After all, Jackie was one of the more frequent and more popular storytellers. It was a good way to see what Jackie was to Atlantis. “Community is the most valuable thing we have in Pegasus,” Telya had explained. “Many people from Earth think that weapons and shields are more important because of the Wraith but that is not so. They are important, yes. But more important is community. Jackie helps to make Atlantis into a community.”
Sam recalled the earlier meeting.
Her stomach had knotted. Daniel had done this to her with the identity she had given him.
She’d ignored the emotions and counted to ten. “Then who,” she’d spoken very calmly, “is the person answering to this name? Because I distinctly remember leaving Daniel back on Earth. And this person,” she checked the file again, “has been here for two years now.”
“Ah,” McKay had looked uncertain, then cast a quick glance around at the others, “does anyone know what his original name is?”
“Doesn’t matter.” It had been Ronan who spoke. “He told me he hasn’t used his real name in years. He didn’t even tell the guy who recruited him.”
“Really?” McKay had asked with bright curiosity and hadn’t even seemed to notice that this wasn’t the time for it. With McKay for an example, it was no wonder why Ronan hadn’t bothered to learn tact.
“Yeah. He said there are Runners on Earth, it’s just done different.” Another one of those shrugs. “Said he hadn’t used his name since he started running.”
“And did he tell you what he was running from?” Carter had heard the edge in her own voice.
Ronan apparently hadn’t. “Nope.”
She had expected a difficult command; she had even expected to have no unreliable files given the original loss of contact and then the inclusion of Pegasus natives. She had not expected to have an Earth-native with a completely made-up file. It added insult to injury that the lies were her own. She was significantly less proud of her hacking ability now that it had been used to fool her.
“And you, Colonel Sheppard? What do you know about this man?” She was not going to let him weasel out of this. If he was half the leader the records showed him to be, then he would damn well know something.
Sheppard sat straight in his chair, looking military proper for once. “I know that the Atlantis Expedition was a second chance for a lot of us. I know that the Social Sciences have the lowest mortality rate of any department since he took over their training. I know that he’s liked and respected by our allies. And I know that he never intends to return to Earth.”
Which was all very good and well, except that it didn’t answer the question, now did it. Carter was beginning to think that the crisp military posture was a bad sign for actually getting any sort of useful information out of Sheppard. She still had to try, though.
“Do you know what happened to his first chance?”
Sheppard’s lips thinned in displeasure. He was saved from having to answer though by McKay bursting out with, “Come on! He was a terrorist, okay? He did bad, bad things. Daniel didn’t exactly share the details but Jackie has some astronomical price on his head. The good guys want him dead for being bad, and the bad guys want him dead for not being bad anymore. And we like having him here because not only can he take care of himself and get along with all the native groups, but he’s also the only person on Atlantis who can speak with everyone in their native language.”
“He’s a terrorist.” Sam had just repeated. She’d had a bad feeling, but it hadn’t really occurred to her how bad this could be. She’d looked around at the whole of Atlantis’ command personnel. “You’ve been harboring a terrorist?”
“All of us and Daniel Jackson, too.” McKay had pointed out. Sam had wanted to punch him so bad right then. Yes, she knew that Daniel had betrayed her, she hadn’t needed McKay to point that out.
Lucky for him, Teyla had interrupted. “Dr. Jackson thought Jackie would be helpful to us, Colonel Carter. He has been proved correct in this.” Teyla spoke soothingly but with more than a hint of steel in her tone. “I do not know Earth culture, but in Pegasus, we value those who help us regardless of their past.”
Carter gritted her teeth. “We have background checks for a reason. If he’s a terrorist, then we can’t have him here.”
“Yes,” Sheppard said, “we can.”
And that was just one step away from real insubordination. They stared at each other without blinking.
Teyla broke the deadlock again. “Since we are discussing a person, I suggest that Colonel Carter meet Jackie herself so that she is not dependent on a file she knows to be false.” Carter had turned to look at Teyla; Sheppard had looked down at his hands; Teyla appeared oblivious. “I believe that Jackie is doing Story Hour tonight. I believe it would be educational for you to attend, Colonel.”
And it was educational because whoever Jackie was, he was a superb actor. That made him less trustworthy rather than more in her opinion.
Except… she forced herself to think beyond the betrayal. Betrayal by Daniel just didn’t make sense. Not really.
Daniel had wanted to go to Atlantis. He’d wanted to go badly. So maybe he had sent whoever Jackie was as a proxy. If he couldn’t go, at least this little bit of him could.
So, Daniel had trusted him.
Of course, Jack always said Daniel trusted too easily.
Thinking of Jack, though, Sam watched Jackie acting out the one-man skit and thought Jack O’Neill did undercover work and he would never do something like that while on a mission. You can’t let people know that you are capable of acting when the mission depends on fooling them.
Whatever language Jackie was speaking, he was speaking it easily and fluidly, giving each character a different accent, a different speech pattern. She would bet he spoke it like a native. Another way of letting people know he could fool them if he wanted to, something a person with any survival instinct should not do while undercover.
Letting your allies know, though, that was important. In a dangerous situation, having your allies know what you were and weren’t capable of, that could be the difference between life and death as certain as keeping your enemies from that knowledge.
“There are many languages spoken on Atlantis.” Teyla spoke softly from beside her after the story had been completed and everyone started talking.
“Which is why everyone is supposed to speak English.” That had been an important decision when the expedition had originally been put together. There had to be a single shared language because in the face of untold danger, translators were really impractical. Although really the Ancients had had a solution to that as well. She quirked a smile. “The translation device works on guests too. You are speaking English.”
“Yes,” Teyla spoke peacefully but without particular humor, “that is because I am speaking English. I have learned it with Jackie’s assistance. The Ancestors created the translation devises for trade, not poetry. For community and story telling, it is better to listen to the rhythm of speech rather than a translation.”
“Translations may not be perfect, but they help.” Sam pointed out. “For one example, I couldn’t exactly follow the fight scene in the skit. I have no idea what the fight was about.”
“They were fighting about something important.”
Sam frowned. If McKay or Shepherd, or even Ronan, had said something like that she would have assumed that they were merely being difficult. Teyla was trying to communicate something.
“Knowing what the object is, that is not important,” Teyla continued. “Translation would only tell you what the object is, but it would not tell you if it is important.”
“I think you are proving my point for me, Teyla,” she confessed. “Because I have no idea what you are saying but the translation device might.”
Teyla merely looked even more thoughtful than she usually did. “When I first met your people, I heard someone humming a song. It was lovely. A lullaby. I didn’t need to know the words to know the intent.”
She hummed a bit of Rock-a-Bye Baby and Sam nodded. Lullabies were probably pretty universal.
“Later, I heard the same song sung aloud. It is about an abandoned infant who falls to his death.”
Sam paused. She’d been working with alien societies for nearly a decade now, and thought she’d had a pretty good grasp on what parts of Earth culture were shocking. She had never even considered lullabies.
“Okay. The intent is actually the opposite of the words. And the translation devices don’t recognize that?”
“No, they do not. One must always speak very directly when depending upon translations. There is no room for metaphor or poetry or humor. That is a failing of the Ancestors. Not a failing of the languages. Jackie is very good at meeting other cultures and learning other languages. He demonstrates for us that it is possible to appreciate and comprehend even without understanding the words.”
Sam watched Jackie moving through the crowd, chatting with everyone, speaking a dozen languages at once, laughing and relaxed, looking completely different from any of the characters he had played.
Jack O’Neill had once told her the hardest part of working undercover was suppressing any humor. Humor was too hard to fake and real humor could give you away easier than anything else. Anyway, fanatics rarely laughed.
Jackie laughed at something someone said, switched into evil-terrorist-mode for a sentence or two, and then broke out with another laugh. He looked relaxed.
She would bet anything that Jackie, whoever he was, really was comfortable and relaxed here on Atlantis. Relaxed despite the constant threat of the Wraith. It occurred to her to wonder how big the price was on his head back on Earth that this was the more relaxed environment.
Looking at him, playing around, teasing with language like mock weapons. Words were weapons in any battle, as Daniel had demonstrated over and over again through the years. But when they were used in mock battle, used to play and tease, they could be a joy. Daniel had sometimes been like this, but only when it was just their team together, when he had felt comfortable enough to show off and tease.
It wasn’t often that he had felt like he had nothing to fear from anyone.
The world shifted perspective and the knot that had been her stomach all day finally relaxed. Jackie here wasn’t a betrayal. He was a present. If Daniel was here in Atlantis by proxy, then he was also here with her, if only by proxy.
She’d gotten as far as she was by trusting Jack and Daniel. So why not give Jack Danielson a chance?
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Date: 2009-03-18 05:29 am (UTC)Thanks for writing and sharing!
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Date: 2009-03-18 02:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-18 11:54 pm (UTC)Your writing is great and I owe you a *lot* of reviews.
I adore Round Peg in a Square Hole. The ending is great and makes me want more, even though it is clearly the end of the story.
Graduation is wonderful, and a great way to explain the difference between those immortal who can survive in any society and those who's own history is going to overwhelm them.
In a very short time you've become an writer I want to follow!
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Date: 2009-03-19 02:19 am (UTC)I think about writing a sequel to Round Peg every so often and then I realize that to do it right would be pretty much writing Frank Herbert's "Dune". At that point, I turn back to my short story ideas (stress on the *short*.)
However, I have many, many stories fighting for dominance inside my head, so there will be more out there eventually.
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Date: 2009-03-18 09:00 pm (UTC)*hugs*
Well I love it! (and really am trying to work on my part!! It really doesn't suck I promise!
Especially how Carter is so suspicious and everyone in Atlantis knows him and likes the fact that he is who he is, forgetting the price on his head and the fact that he is a terrorist.
Which was a very nice cover as to why he needed to disappear and might know more about combat and weapons then a typical scientist. Or it might be true, since he disappeared in the desert was trying to get a new identity from a wandering tribe he might have stumbled on to terrorists and needs to disappear again.
With Daniel vouching for him he can this way hide a shady past and even gets a free ID with credential he could use to be able to find the best place to relax and be happy somewhere with great minds to content with, people to annoy, and no immortals.
Since the cat is out of the bag that Methos exists for real and was Adam Pierson back on Earth, the Wraith threat is really comparatively minimal to the one at home... where there is a great price indeed for him (I wonder what he did with his journals while he was away, maybe be will retrieve them in 100 years or so).
And Carter is right, if he was fooling them for real then he would not have showcased his abilities to everyone, the man really knows how to play close to the vest and how great is that he is acting in strange languages with everyone watching!
I loved the idea of the story hour and how that was a tradition, every group of people has their little quirks and being such an specific group with so little contact to the outside and the bonding that near death experiences create of course Atlantis would be full of their own little ways, especially since every person comes from a different background and has some of their own quirks and ways to contribute to it.
And Methos like always manages to fit in and flourishes, especially since he doesn't need to hide most of his skills and he can help make into a community because in a place where there is little entertainment that the people of Earth are used to (tv, internet, movies) he has a lot of ways to get his fun without them having only lived a fraction of his life with them so he likely knows a lot of group activities and games that can be used to pass the time and aid people to bond despite their differences.
And I loved how when he had spoken to Ronan he used the word Runner to describe himself and explain the concept, by doing that he is learning some new cultures than what he already knows on earth, new things for someone so jaded would be a blessing, and hey it is always a good idea to make friends with the really strong combat specialists around...
And I loved how the Atlantis crew defended him, especially how Sheppard described what he knows, and the steel in their voices. I wonder how they all behaved when he first got there (or how he came to use Daniel's identity... he'd have to contact the guy in the first place).
and great point about the lullabies, when i listen to some of them now I wonder why there are so few kids scarred by the images they present!!
And very nice ending it is conclusive and still leaves room for more in case the muse strikes you once again.
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Date: 2009-03-18 10:36 pm (UTC)I have this idea that Atlantis has, in tiny steps, become this completely foreign culture to Earth. They are such a mixture of Earth cultures and Pegasus cultures, and so used to going between different cultures that that has become a stable culture in and of itself. And people fresh from Earth take some time to realize that.
And Methos finds himself in the ultimate gated community, protecting him from his personal enemies, while still giving him an opponent to fight with all his skills and no holding back. And everyone there is at a genius level, so the fact that he is amazingly skilled and knowledgeable doesn't stick out quite as much as it would normally.
Plus, if he's been traveling around Earth for five thousand years, exploring new cultures and languages, I'll bet the small world phenomenon has been making him feel a bit claustrophobic over the last few decades. Here are new, unexplored frontiers for him.
And I have this image of Methos and Runner drinking at a bar on some dusty planet, discussing how being a Runner varies depending on what culture you're trying to hide in. The SGC says, "we don't have Runners on Earth." Methos says, "You call them America's Most Wanted." SGC: "But those are bad guys!" Methos: "And what do you think the Wraith call people like Ronon?"
Anyway, thanks for the lovely, lovely review.
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Date: 2009-03-21 11:22 pm (UTC)Oh yes, and we got to see how Sam responded to that and I agree that it would become a different place, there is so much connecting them to the galaxy and the different cultures there and on Earth that it makes sense they would incorporate a little of everything on their daily lives.
It's like my group of friends in my home city, there are a few Brazilians with families from different parts of the country and different ancestry, with many different habits, two japanese girls, and some who are palestinian and chinese. Which growing up together made each of us adopt some habits from the others and be used to dealing with then in their own cultural environment that is their house. And we never had any near death experiences or isolation to make that happen, every group of people ends up with their own private jokes and small traditions nobody else understands... when you multiply that and confine it in Atlantis where some of the greatest minds in many fields are.... it must be an awesome place to live, even if without TV and the Internet.
And now with Methos to help them learn poems and stories from all places and appreciate it without knowing the legend that sense of Community must grow. I think that was my favorite part of the fic.
It's as you say, there he can be himself to the fullest extent no longer possible on Earth, he has new things to learn, tougher enemies to fight, smarter people to outwit, and friends to protect and be protected by. And anything he had to give up to go there which others might miss are things he has already at any point in life lived without or already given up one time or another.
OOohh I would love to see that conversation about America's Most Wanted, especially since Methos has already admitted that he is in theory a terrorist too. Not to mention the sheer delight he has in turning someone's argument or morals against their own perceptions and force them to see beyond it.
A whole new Galaxy of new frontiers for him, when they tried to recruit him he probably packed his bags in record time, recorded a message for Joe, made long term arrangements (as in centuries) for his belongs he likes the most and was as soon as possible on his way!
I wonder why Daniel doesn't go to Atlantis when SGC ended? (discounting real world reasons that actors have). And also how he came to give Jack Daniels(on) his new identity!
(I really think that at some point in his life Methos has already been Jim, Jack and Jose (also Johnny) just be able to make lame jokes).
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Date: 2009-03-22 01:25 am (UTC)I think the conversation about America's Most Wanted and terrorists and such would probably involve someone pointing out that the SGC are pretty much terrorists on the galactic scale. After all, they are sending out small groups to attack the established governing bodies of the galaxies. The fact that the established governing bodies are made up of slave-taking snakes, soul-sucking vampires, brain-washing priests, etc, doesn't change the methods used by the SGC after all.
There are a variety of fandom explanations for why Daniel didn't go to Atlantis (mostly involving relationships with Jack), but I think Methos and Daniel knew each other before all this. I'm not sure if Daniel tracked down Methos or if Methos showed up on Daniel's doorstep, bored and looking for something interesting to do. Whichever happened though, Daniel realized this was a golden opportunity and offered Methos the use of his identity. Then it was just a matter of Methos calling up the recruitment people and letting them know he was interested after all. The SGC probably had Daniel do the job interview, too.
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Date: 2009-03-22 03:44 am (UTC)Having that conversation would be the epitome of playing Devil's advocate... I can imagine someone going up to Jackie and saying "I can't believe you were a terrorist" and Jackie would reply "I still am" everyone would be shocked or misunderstand that and he would say "well, what makes a terrorist? Small groups attacking the established governing body? We do that here too"
And then the discussion would get into morals and those which make very hard to argue about something from a theoretical point of view when it hits close to home.
I think that for Daniel to trust Methos with his identity he would have to have known him for a long time and trusted him a lot, because he wouldn't risk it otherwise or put his friend on the spot. it would such a fun interview, especially if it was being recorded and so had to be at least semi serious. I wondered if there was a cannon explanation for it but since it is just fannon I am free to imagine that one day Dr.Jackson will pack up and join his friend Dr.Danielson in Atlantis
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Date: 2009-03-22 04:04 am (UTC)And realistically speaking, within certain circles immortals would have to be something of an open secret: you know they're out there, and you may have a suspicion regarding a few individuals, but you know better than to say anything to anyone.
So I can see Daniel realizing who Methos is and deciding that it's not his business to tell the Watchers anything. Methos realizes this and cultivates the friendship.
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Date: 2009-03-22 04:31 am (UTC)I definitely agree that Immortals would be an open secret, especially since so many of them seem to hang aourd the old stuff, Methos is so surprising because he deals so well with technology, being the one who designed the Watcher's database. And some like Constantino who managed a museum would be in contact with many in the academic community and there is only so much that you can pass of as family resemblance and continuing occupations.
Now that I think about there aren't many immortals who change their M.O. like Methos did going through several professions and phases most seem to pick one thing and go with it, like Amanda and her thievery.
If anyone would figure out Methos secret would be Daniel... he would be the person to connect the beginning and evolution of the legend and come up with the solution that his old friend who thought appears to have aged hasn't really... he has seen enough weirdness to not noticed something or dismiss it because it is unlikely. And Methos who likes to have people to talk to who challenge would welcome the chance to talk... and for Daniel if he could get Methos into the program then he could also share some of his experiences with an outsider historian who would appreciate it without breaking his nondisclosure agreement.
Imagine the things they could argue and compare, especially with regards of what Daniel knows from Egypt because of the Goul'd and the time travel and what Methos experienced... he would find someone who would understand and believe that Helen of Troy really wasn't all that beautiful
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Date: 2009-03-22 08:26 pm (UTC)So maybe he goes to his old college roommate Adam to bounce ideas off of because Adam never sneers at him. Or maybe he goes to the Watcher's expert in ancient languages to get help figuring out which myths are alien and which immortal.
As for their conversations, I bet they're both very careful about primary source records, including each other, because there are dozens of reasons for them to lie or at least fudge the truth a bit. And the poor evesdropping watcher gets really annoyed because Methos and Daniel will each tell stories around a campfire when they're apart (with a bit of judicial exaggeration) but when they're together get into these indepth and detailed analyses of pot shards or language mutations between 10,000 and 5,000 years old, and it's all very frustrating.
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Date: 2009-03-22 10:35 pm (UTC)And I wonder whenever Adam has heard of the stargate or the aliens before when he was young. I think Daniel would startled to discover just which organization his friend joined that required a secrecy oath and just how old are the records the Watchers keep because Joe says it was created when Gilgamesh came back to life and I have no idea how long ago that was... so the older records might be very interesting for a young archaeologist who wants to discover secrets and is open minded.
I can imagine what people overhearing would be very frustrated by the academical discussions when they were hoping for them to exchange never before heard stories and they start on language mutations and how some obscure superstition might or might not have been the origin of a specific hindu word which seems to be connected to barbarian dialect which borrowed early Egyptian syntaxes.
If someone was worried about the security breach the discussion might pose they would be very relieved and confused by why exactly would anyone care about it, and how was he going to put it in the report.
Well the two of them would have to be vague about what they say, and could just imply that the source is in some records that their respective organizations hold. And since both know that the other can't discussion the job they would understand not mentioning where did some insight or another come from. And it might explain the lack of stories told, with another genius to analyze your words lying about a story would be risky, and on the other hand discussing evolution of pottery both safe and fun (for them anyway)
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Date: 2009-03-25 06:02 pm (UTC)Methos is said to be 5,000 years old (although I do wonder how long he's been said to be that old since people are more likely to use a round number than say 49 centuries or 51 centuries.) Thus, he would have been mortal around 3000 BC.
However, the watchers say they have a record of Methos' first quickening. This may be false and Methos took plenty of heads before then; it could be true and Methos had lived for several centuries before taking a head; it could be true and the watchers are older than they think or Gilgamesh is older or Methos is younger.
The history of the Watchers as an extremely early international organization would definitely be interesting. The discipline against misusing the chronicles would have to be extremely strict because they'd have both watchers and immortals on opposing sides of wars, social clashes, etc.
The more I think about it, the less possible the Watchers seem to me. Which is, of course, a challenge to see how to make them realistically work. At the moment, though, I'm drawing a blank.
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Date: 2009-03-25 06:31 pm (UTC)If he was mortal around 3,000BC than might have been alive when Gilgamesh was... maybe he even knew the guy.
How are they to know when his first quickenning was? They wouldn't know the guy... they might have really old records and think they saw him take the first head.
I agree that the Watchers don't make much sense historically, I once saw a fic in which they were more like a religion and those who went out to Wacth were chosen few from families that were part of it.
It might have started with Ur and then expanded throught out the world as it started to grow and found out that Immortals come from all parts.
They seem very unlikely and I think that in order for the chronicles to not have been misused a lot of martial discipline was employed taking heads from watchers and immortals who stumbled on the secret, especially during the middle ages.
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Date: 2009-03-25 07:11 pm (UTC)Regardless of the universe, though, you could actually have a pretty interesting story that casts Joe Dawson as evil, doing his best to destroy a society because he can't deal with the rules that while harsh are the only way for them to survive. And the Hunters probably weren't a new invention. For that matter, why should they be? If the prize is ruling the world, then it makes sense for the humans in the know to try to influence the Game.
I also have an image of Duncan in a thousand years getting together with his watcher and his watcher going, "do you actually know Methos, the 5,000-year-old immortal?" And Duncan pausing with his glass half-way to his mouth, "5,000 year old? To my knowledge, he was 5,000 years old a thousand years ago. Exactly how long has he been referred to as 5,000 years old?"
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Date: 2009-03-25 07:40 pm (UTC)I agree the Hunters wouldn't be a very new thing, anyone who had to wacth those really evil ones likely tried to organize a beheading when he could get the backup and/or a 'good' immortal to do it for them (which might have led to discovery of the dark quickennings)
Joe as evil? It does sound interesting especially because I don't think I ever saw that done.
I can see that, and the Watchers suddenly realize that the guy is a lot older than they knew since many of their legends and tales say Methos is 5,000 and they forgot to take into account the date where those rumours started or when a chronicle was written when they were translating it... it might have been a mistake made by the Methos team that worked on those records in 1980s or in some other even older period....
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Date: 2009-03-26 03:49 am (UTC)It's clear that the Watchers don't really work as a real organization that has to take into account the practicalities. But what if it did. What if, for thousands of years, they had successfully hidden their existence from immortals, maintained their neutrality in every war, and here is Dawson breaking everything, and for what?
There are very few people who consider themselves evil, so it's always interesting to write a conflict from the other side, showing the fight and the issues through their eyes.
Anyway,
Methos' age... hmm. As I recall, ancient Chinese used the phrase "10,000" as pretty much the equivalent of "infinite". I wonder if there's any culture that uses "5,000". In which case, everyone refers to Methos as being that old when really it just means "really old" rather than anything more specific.
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Date: 2009-03-26 08:35 pm (UTC)If you take the Watcher's premise seriously then what Joe did was a huge crime, so seeing it from the other side would be a nice thing.
About Methos' age that would so funny if that was what had happened to his age... a Watcher that is from that culture was writing his chronicle and puts that Methos is "5,000" meaning really old and everyone gets confused
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Date: 2009-03-26 10:58 pm (UTC)People would be itching to carbon date him
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Date: 2009-03-26 11:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-03-26 11:41 pm (UTC)Oh he would do everything to confuse them, even if he did remember... back then the world was flat, and the stars still how was he supposed to notice them shifting? it all looks somewhat the same from here...
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Date: 2009-03-27 02:39 am (UTC)Thinking of stars slowly shifting position, it occurs to me that one of the reasons why an immortal would travel a fair bit would be to leave and return to language groups at great enough intervals so that all the variations in the language wouldn't just mush together. It's hard enough for one generation to understand the slang of another, can you imagine living for a thousand years and having to stay current in a single language?
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Date: 2009-03-27 10:39 pm (UTC)That is a great point which I hadn't realized, with effort an Immortal could learn the new slangs as they come but it would be a great effort and people of the generation wouldn't think to explain it to someone who was there. So leave for a while, see some things and then come back when the friends you had are already history so not to feel fresh pain and on top of that have to deal with an evolving language.
Though in Methos particular case he seems to enjoy language shifts, so he doesn't really count
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Date: 2009-04-03 02:21 pm (UTC)lovely
Date: 2009-04-05 01:07 pm (UTC)Re: lovely
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